Life is a maze & love is a riddle

Pet society! With my brother lol retarded. Stupid low quality D:

Sorry there haven't been any constructive posts these two days, it's not that I've nothing to write about, but, yeah. Nevermind, shall go dig out old photos from my camera.


Teddy photoset.


Colouring materials.


Father's day cards. 4 of us gathered together to make cards for my dad.


Writing LA essay is tedious work.

Will continue with the other half tomorrow.

"Movin' right along (doog-a-doon, doog-a-doon),
foot-loose and fancy freeeee..."

At least I survived the week.
How bad can things be?
Tell me what I am supposed to do.

Aiya.. i don't know, hannah says my blog is an emo-outlet and I kinda agree with that but I have even more reason to be troubled today so I shan't blog. I guess.

Anyway, let my little brother read my Chemistry textbook today, was quite entertaining. I'm breeding a prodigy! Lol yea right. He said the tetrahedral strcture looked like a tower.

You know, the best part about blogging, for me, is thinking about the title. Some fun.

Nothing much today. Was probably emoing throughout the day due to some unknown reason. Seriously, what's wrong with me?

There's no way I can undo the past now, no point blaming myself. I know it's childish and stupid to think that without my existence, the world would spin faster, & be a whole lot happier. I'm just mad at myself, for being myself. I know it's pessismistic thinking, but I can't help it.

When I set my goals a little higher, make my path a little clearer, the life I used to live came crumbling down.

"We will all at some time in our lives, fall. Life is so very fragile, we are all vulnerable, and we will all at some point in our lives, fall, we will all fall.

We must carry this in our hearts, that what we have is special, that it can be taken from us, and that when it is taken from us, we will be tested. We will be tested to our very souls. We will all be tested.

It is these times, it is this pain, that allows us to look inside ourselves."

Eric Taylor - FNL

I am going to believe in this.

P.S. Thank eileen dear for the (albeit melted) cheesecake (: & sorry for today!

I was going to do an angry post yesterday but was too pissed to even turn on the computer. Forget it then, else I might just cry thinking about it again.

Totally slept through yesterday (was planning to sleep at 5am, end I slept at 9pm), and hecked about chinese test. Note: was having a really bad headache too, not my fault. Didn't do too badly, I think. I hope. Don't even understand why I was/am so worried about it.

School's back again, and apart from the sudden highness from the first day of school (i.e. delirious behaviour from being broke), it's back to reality and the fact that I'm sitting right smack in front of the teacher now so there's absolutely NO way of not listening in class (unless i'm daydreaming which is a high probality come to think about it). I guess it helps.

The email which I didn't see yesterday is freaking scary. I need more peserverance. (Lol, need to be more like who? Einstein, Lincoln? Screw chinese test.)

I think I'm going to have a permanent headache for the rest of this year.

P.S. Pretty clothes i can never afford + bubbly milk chocolates + fried mars bars + salmon sushi = ♥

JINGXIN IS A HAPPY GIRL TODAY :DDD

Wanna know why?

1. In PE, she did a damn coolio basketball shot that went ~whirlwhirl and IN. Haha awesome much (:
2. She got nicenicenice marks for geog assignment (although she thought she would fail it)
3. She understood chemistry :O
4. She played monopolie in econs with was nice (: (no lessons!)
   
5. +++ she has so much joy from giving!

Haha such a crappy post, but whatever.
Gotta go for dinner now!

11:30:00PM
Enjoying a bit of quiet time online.
Was supposed to sleep early, but oh well ♥

08:07:00PM
Yay new blogskin :D
Note: need to hunt for nice background

I know even less people will tag now, seeing that the cbox is nowhere to be seen D: It's at the top left right (i have directional problems)!!! Lol. The thingy is damn cool hahha.

Nevermind then. See you tomorrow!

12:00:00AM


For some weird reason, I'm looking forward to school. There're so many people I've not seen for a while! And the class atmosphere thing kinda gets into me.

I have this obssession with mixed feelings.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/francescabondy/
I love my tumblr homepage. It's like twitter, only better cos there're pretty pictures and nice quotes.

Note to self: remember to drink a glass of milk and one vitamin before going to school every morning.

I'm feeling like a zombie from waking up at 6.30AM today. How am I supposed to live though school on monday (and the rest of the year)? ZOMBIE ZOMBIE STOMP STOMP STOMP. Bleah. (OMG did I just image search 'zombie', shucks I'm so dead, sure cannot sleep tonight already.)

One totally looked like the girl from rec.

On another note, am supposed to touch down at Berlin about.. now. (nyeh i changed the time.. it's 9:31, am still on the plane.)

http://endofmarch.tumblr.com/
Honestly, tumblr suits more for a lazy blogger for me. Manz, don't want to go back to school D: Same old mundane boring life, stress homework tests datelines and-what-not onmygoodness.

Such is the sad life of a 15 year old.

Eileen quick change your blogskin!
Which reminds me I need to change mine too.

My.

P.S. I do some stuff just for the fun of it.